Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 5:54 PM
wahuoo!! for the first time..sobrang busy kami diz past few weeks .. so today nag aya mag movie si marianne at charm.. hindi kasama talaga sa plan for today pero dahil natapos ang ward class namin ng 11pm at ang next orientation ay 3-4pm pa.. we decided na sa SM magpalipas ng oras.. ayun nga nagkaayaan manuod ng movie.. grabe i was hesitant.. dahil sa madami ng pirated ngayon at di lang yon ah? 12 in 1 na ang mga dVD ngayon.. soo parang nanghihinayang ako sa 120 pesos na gagastusin ko para lang kay richard at Kc.. pero somehow naisip kong wala naman akong tatambayan.. so for the first time eh nanood ako ng movie like that sa movie house!! yes it was my first time to watch a tagalog movie sa movie house kasi hindi naman nanunuod si louie ng mga ganun, ayaw nya mas type nia mga english movies.. kaya never din ako nagaya na manuod ng tagalog.. and its been a year ah bgo ako nknuod ulit grabe, nung last time ako nanuod ng movie kasama ko pa si louie.. but anyway iun nga.. the movie was nice.. ok na ung 120 kasi di lang ako kinilig, natawa din ako at naiyak so pwede na.. :) ioq mag bigay ng review bout it kasi di ako magaling dyan.. saka ioq mag kwento para di maasar ung mkkbasa ng post ko bago sila manuod.. *spoiler* hahaha..
Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 7:59 PM
gusto ko lang ishare.. =)"I didn't say that girls are perfect, coz we all know that it's not true, but why be unfaithful to her if she has always been true to you? - Tupac Shakur
"lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pag tinamaan ng totoong pagmamahal, yun nga lang hindi matibay para sa tempasyon." - Bob Ong
Women are like the police.. they can have all the evidence in the wolrd but they still want the confession.
And the award for the best lie goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me!
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
And baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught - Rihanna
when someone cheated on you, there's only two questions to be asked.
"did you forget that you are commited? or you rememebr but you just didn't care?"
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Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 5:40 PM
nagbasa ako at nagbura ng mga mail ko dahil sa dami ng laman nito,, halos nasa 1000+ na hindi pa kasama ang mga folders kaya naisip kong linisin,, ng mabasa ko ito.. na send ito sakin ng Mommy ko last 2006,, naiyak ako ng mabasa ko ito nuon,, naiyak ulit ako ng mabasa ito ngayon.. gusto kong ishare sa inyo..Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap.
He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken.
I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened.
I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.
I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes.
I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.
I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.
Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.
I heard Daddy yelling back.
I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.
I wondered why you cried so much.
One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you.
I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened.
A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.
I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.
Maybe you never heard me.
The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming,
"Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me."
Complete terror is all I felt.
I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.
Then the monster started ripping my arms off.
It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.
It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop.
I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.
I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.
Though I was in utter pain and horror,
I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.
I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.
No use now, for I was dying a painful death.
I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.
I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.
And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.
I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place.
I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap.
He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy.
I asked Him what the thing was that killed me.
He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels."
I don't know what abortion is;
I guess that's the name of the monster.
I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I tried very hard to live.
I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.
It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me.
It was impossible to live.
I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.
Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.
Love,
Your Baby Girl
Labels: abortion
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 4:58 PM
1 year and 9 months.. :)i'm looking forward to spend my entire life with you.. :)
i want you to be the last person i'll see before goin to sleep,
and the first whenever i wake up in the morning. :)
i xoo love you .. and u'll never know how much, unless you spend your entire life with me.. ^__^
not just for a lifetime but till eternity..
"I'm not asking for too much,, just stick around.. F0RevER"
Thursday, August 7, 2008 @ 10:38 PM
amp nakakapagod.. sobrang pagod ako sa duty namin.. PM shift ang duty ko so 3pm-11pm yun hala sobrang hagard eh.. kaawa pa mga patient na na handle ko.. minsan di ko alam pano maging therapeutic sa harap ng patients kung sakin nagsisimula ang drama.. naisip ko nga kung sakali ako ang may hawak ng patient na kung saan may nakalagay sa chart na DNR (do not resuscitate) iniisip ko kung skaling sa time ko natapat na nag hingalo yung patient eh baka ako pa unang mataranta at maiyak.. ayokong makakita ng malungkot na scene eh.. pero walang choice, sa ospital sagana sa ganun.. naalala ko nung duty ako sa ER. naabutan ko sa duty yung matanda na lalaki, 50-50 na sya, nandun yung relatives yung anak saka yung asawa, nakita ko ng irevive sya.. ngkagulo sa ER narinig ko nanaman yung "DR's CART TO EMERGENCY ROOM PLEASE.." pati ikaw matataranta kasi makikita mo yung mga DR na tumatakbo papunta sa patient.. pero time nya na siguro kasi di na kinaya ng mga DR na ibalik yung heartbeat nya.. nakita ko yung reaction ng anak habang palabas ng ER papunta sa mama niya..mama: ano na?
anak: wala na, sige na dun ka muna sa tabi
mama: (maluha luhang pumunta sa gilid)
kahit wala siyang masyadong sinabi nakita ko sa mukha nya yung lungkot talaga, hindi ko maipaliwanag yung reaction nya, pigil yung luha pero gusto nyang umiyak.. naawa ako, hindi ko alam kung ano yung mga tamang salita para sabihin.. siguro sa mga pagkakataong ganun mas mabuti yung tumahimik..
sabi sakin ng patient ko kahapon, "sigurado pagtapos nyo magaabroad ka na noh?"
ako: naku hindi po.
relative: bakit malaki sweldo dun ha?
ako: naku kahit malaki sweldo mas masarap alagaan ang mga kalahi mo, masarap alagaan ang pilipino..
uhmm. di ko na sasabihin yung mga iba pa namin napag usapan para sa respeto ko sa mga ibang lahi na nagbabasa ng blog ko hehehe peace!! =)
nakakapagod mag duty pero masaya, iba yung saya na naibibigay ng ngiti ng mga patient mo.. at syempre iba yng saya pag may konting pabuya na inabot sayo ahahahaha tulad ng orange, chocolate at iba pang prutas at pagkain na hindi nila pwedeng kainin kaya binibigay nalang sayo.. so far wala pang cash, but im looking forward to that ahahaha..
sa ngayon matutulog muna ako... kailangan ko ng madaming ganun kasi next week Night shift naman ako,, 11 ng gabi until 7 ng umaga duty ko, goodluck! mag babaon ako ng madaming kwento, pagkain at isang jacket para masarap ang tulog sa area hahaha.. :)
Friday, August 1, 2008 @ 10:01 PM
it's friday and it's my intsitute day.. it' my first time ever ha na mag travel from school to morayta, nagtanong ako ng 500 times yata sa mga friends ko kung pano pumunta dun(FEU GYM) from our school, di pa ako nakapunta sa insti ng galing sa school kasi kaya di ko alam.. hmmpff.. but anyway i got there safe and sound..though i was 25minutes late hehe nakasabay naman ako sa lesson, sad nga lang kasi baka di pa ako makabalik ulit dun, i have my duty na this finals at hagard na ang mga next months.. kinausap ko si bishop para mabigyan ako ng make up class kasi ayaw ko mag seat in sa ibang class at ayaw ko lumipat ng time.. ayun ok naman ang kinalabasan..
at shempre pa, hindi mawawala ang foods sa labas ng insti i xoo love that place my first time to get there ang binili ko rice in a box, siomai at cotton candy.. and i was able to take a picture of my food before i ate them..
si bojie kinakain yung siomai ko.. :(
what we had today.. i dunno ano tawag dito, pero gawa sya sa patatas na deep fried, tapos irroll sya sa either sour cream, cheese or barbecue flavor.. mine was at the middle yung nasa left kay jr at yung nasa right side naman ay yung kay elvan.. i xoo love too eat.. sabi nga sakin ni JR "san mo ba linalagay yang kinakain mo?" sabi naman ni Bea "ano bang alaga mo dyan sawa?" haha naka dalawang balik ako sa siomai so 6pcs lahat at 2 buko din, 1 mangga, 1 potato stick at 1 popcorn bago kami umuwi.. ang sarap kumain eh.. :)
i love to eat.. yummy.. :)
at shempre pwede ba naman mawala ang all time favorite ko? SIOMAI!! :)
we had our fireside with Elder Won Yong Ko.. he shared a great talk.. but before that shempre picture picture muna :) sayang wala si mars ska si sigrid,, huhu baka matagal bago ko sila makita ulit kasi duty ko na. . i'll miss them.. sabi nila mamimiss nila ako, at ako sobrang mamimiss ko sila ng bonggang bongga. kung sana ka church ko nalang sila hehe..
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